Faint

Recently, my health condition was declined. Sometimes I ate too much, but sometimes I didn't eat anything at all. Sometimes, I slept like a hibernating bear, but sometimes, I stay awake, all night long like an owl. My thoughts are killing me, also, there's so many problems to solve at work, along with my own problems.

Last week, I was sickened. I went to the doctor and took a rest for 2 days. My condition is so bad, I can't even eat and sleep properly because of my sickness. On the next day, my boss suggested me to go to the doctor (again) to check my condition, and later on that day, we went to the hospital. Yes, my boss came along with me to the hospital.

I was examined, the doctor said I was caught by a disease because my immune system was on its rock bottom, it's a common disease, but it's really painful, it burns. To speed up my recovery, I ask my boss to let me work from my home for the rest of the week, and she approved that.

Today I came back to the hospital to re-examine my condition, the doctor said I'm doing good, then he gave me some extra medicines to support my recovery. My blood pressure was high though, so he told me to take care of myself. 

 I returned to the office, work like I used to, but on the noon, I fainted for a sec, and I bowed my head down for a while so my blood would rush to my brain. I was confused, my blood pressure is quite high, but I fainted, then I remembered, maybe it caused by my insecurity and my stress, lol.