Changes

Yooooooo i'm back. I wanna tell you guys about what's happened in the past few months when I paused all my writings.

#1 Isolation

I tried to change myself because I feel like I was too clingy to my close friends and feels so lonely if they didn't respond at all, also it affects my mental state. So I told my friends I'm about to isolate myself and it lasts for at least a month, but it's not an absolute isolation, I still talk to them sometimes on that period. It was strange that a chatterbox like me trying to be an isolated silent guy, but now I'm back to the old me, with some changes lol. Now, I feel better than what I was. It's okay to be alone, because someday, all my friends will choose their own paths, so it can't be helped, we must live our own life and get along with it. 

#2 Hell

May to June was a hell, aside from my isolation, I and my team worked overtime almost everyday even on the holiday. We left the office at least on 9 PM almost every night, but it's not that bad, there's so much lesson that I learned during that chaos, I feel blessed. 

#3 Hell 2.0

Again, May to June was a hell. I and one of my friend discussed about getting a new guitar, he told me that he would buy the guitar after the Eid Mubarak, so did I. Unfortunately, things went bad, I can't afford that guitar because I was financially broken for some reasons, I had my savings tho, but I don't wanna use it for a thing that is not a primary need. But, I lost my mind, on that day, May 30, I was up all night and thought about everything (also the guitar, lol). and out of nowhere, on the morning before the sun rises, I went to the ATM to deposit some money, and bought that damn guitar. Well it's a cheap guitar, I mean it's cheap for the pros, you will bash me if I say that 'cheap' price lmao. 

Few days after, the same fucking guy told me that he built a Gaming PC. Again, I lost my mind and again, out of nowhere, I bought the PC parts on June 4. All my money is now gone. I swear, that was the last time, I swear. I spent so much money in just 5 days, and I'm broke 'till the rest of the month.

#4 Reply 1988

Okay, this might shock you guys, i watched my first K-Drama, yes, Korean drama. well, it started when i asked my crush about what series or movie that she posted on her status. She told me that i should watch it, it was "Reply 1988" that was aired back in 2015 . Honestly any series from any country is okay to me if the story fits my taste, some of you know that i don't like K-pop right? But it's different, it's not like i don't like everything about South Korea. I simply don't like K-pop because most of its fanbase is cancerous, their music is okay, but that modern digitized music is not suitable for my 'boomer' ears, lol. 

Let's go back to the topic, so on that day, I asked her, "what's the story about?". She sent me a screenshot about the synopsis and I said "this kind of story is my favorite"  and she said, "okay, you should watch it because in my opinion, the plot is heartwarming". Later on that day, I watched the first episode and brag about it with her about every episode i've watched. There's 2 more episodes to watch, I'll finish it on next weekend.

Long story? I think no, there's so many untold story about this past few months. 

Should I write a post a day like I used to? send 🅱️ in the comment if I should do it again.
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