Domino effect

Last week was a rough week to me. Since the COVID-19 pandemic starting to show its impact, my insecurity grows, and it triggers the other problems that i usually ignore. Well, i started to think about my love life, normally i don't really mind about this one.

Then i start to feel like my existence doesn't really matters, you can read it on the previous post, normally i wouldn't feel that way, but last week was an exception. But i made up my mind this morning. I tried to ignore all the problems and act like nothing happened. But that was just an illusion, some times later, my anger grows, and i started to yell like an angry old man to my coworkers, well, they annoyed me since last week, i won't tell the reason here, but it's really pisses me off. 

Well, it feels like i wasn't me last week, but my anger this noon put me on relief. Maybe because it was piled up on my chest over the week and it 'erupted' today.